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Theme: Tony Almeida

Music: Matchbox 20, "Soul"

Summary: {...there's always something tearing you apart...}

This is your basic Tony memorial, inspired by what seemed to me the awesome coincidence that Matchbox 20's song Soul is half of Tony's nickname: Soul Patch. And it's not actually a bad match for his character either. So it's a Tony memorial, from Jack's point of view, which probably makes it sound slashy, but it's essentially the canon version, vaguely homoerotic but extremely macho male bonding, with tons of Michelle.

Size: 78 MB (avi) - click image to download | LQ (17 MB, horrible size, RM)

Theme: Jack/Irina

Music: The Church, "See Your Lights."

Summary: {, sexuality, the heat of your breath...}

An odd song choice, but give it a try. It's a shipper video in some ways, but it's also about how Irina is Jack's weakness, about the danger she poses to him. I don't know, it was an experiment with a more multifaceted romantic vid than my usual fluff. I think these two are just the most beautiful and compelling pairing on TV. And they're both just so sexy, the temptation to make a vid was irresistible. ;)

Size: 19.6 MB - click image to download | LQ (8.83 MB)
Pompeii Theme: Sydney

Music: e s posthumus, "Pompeii."

Summary: {...truth takes time...}

Sydney Bristow confronts her fate while hurtling towards the apocalypse.

Size: 93.1 MB

Battlestar Galactica
Theme: Kara/Lee

Music: Keane, "Somewhere Only We Know"

Summary: {...I'm getting old and I need something to rely on...}

Starbuck and Apollo, navigating the spaces of their relationship.

Size: 57.5 MB, wmv | LQ (14.6 MB, wmv)
Theme: Adama/Roslin

Music: David Gray, "This Year's Love"

Summary: {...heaven knows it's high time...}

A regular ole shipper vid, because there just aren't enough Adama/Roslin vids out there that suit my tastes, and how better to fix the problem than make my own?

Size: 42.9 MB (wmv) | LQ (7.7 MB, wmv)
Theme: Starbuck, Roslin, D'Anna, Six, Sharon

Music: Jewel, "Hands"

Summary: {...I won't be made useless...}

Femininity and faith in BSG. With all the attendant issues: death, resurrection, fertility, self-definition, violence, sex, blood. Actually I was just making this video thinking, "Wow, the women on this show are all awesome, let me show people." The intellectualizing was accomplished by the directors, not by me.

Size: 24 MB (wmv) | LQ (8 MB, wmv)

Dawson's Creek
Theme: Pacey/Joey

Music: Disney, "Something There" and "Beauty and the Beast"

Summary: {...who'd have ever thought that this could be...}

Um, you know. The best Disney songs in the world + Pacey + Joey. From enemies to falling magically in love.

Size: 43.2 MB, mp4 - click image to download | stream at youtube
Theme: Pacey/Joey

Music: Taylor Swift, "Mine"

Summary: { made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter...}

Joey's perspective on Pacey. How he brought her out of her shell, made her feel alive, and brought back her faith in love despite dad's betrayal, perhaps.

Size: 45.3 MB, mp4 - click image to download | stream at youtube
Seasons of Us Theme: Pacey/Joey

Music: Mary Beth Maziarz, "Seasons of Us"

Summary: {'s all just a part of us now...}

Using the song from the end of "A Weekend in the Country," showing Pacey and Joey through the... y'know... seasons.

Size: 45.9 MB, mp4 | stream at youtube
Theme: Pacey/Joey

Music: Blessid Union of Souls, "Rest of My Life"

Summary: {I'm not a man to throw words to the wind...}

Schmaltzy waltzy Pacey/Joey, lots of twirls and hands and kisses and looks.

Size: 65.1 MB, xvid - click image to download | LQ (14.7 MB, WMV) | stream at youtube
I Will Love You Theme: Pacey/Joey

Music: Fisher, "I Will Love You"

Summary: {...then i'll give my heart till the end of time...}

Using the song at the end of "A Winter's Tale," Joey's promise to Pacey.

Size: 69.3 MB (mov) | stream at youtube
Theme: Pacey/Joey vidlet

Music: Kathleen Wilhoite, "You Move Me"

Summary: {...each time, I learn something more...}

After thinking a lot about the song I'd chosen I realized I didn't feel like making an entire four-minute video to yet another generic love song, and that my first verse and chorus told a cohesive narrative by themselves. So I'm putting it up as a 2-minute vidlet... not a baby vid, more like an adolescent, not quite grown up but imagining it is. This is about why Joey chooses Pacey at the end of the third season.

Size: 28.5 MB (avi) - click image to download | WMV (7.9 MB)
Theme: Pacey/Joey

Music: Amy Grant, "Baby Baby"

Summary: {...I'm taken with the notion to love you with the sweetest of devotion...}

This song was supposedly about an actual baby, but, yeah. Ignore that. It's my first Pacey/Joey video, and I realize it's more than a little anachronistic, but hey, I didn't discover Dawson's till late, and my latent P/J shipperhood till even later. It's about Pacey's devotion to Joey and how impossible she is to forget. A little fluffy, and a lot fun, and not at all serious.

Size: 23.4 MB (wmv) - click image to download | LQ (11.9 MB)

Taking You Home Theme: Carol/Doug.

Music: Don Henley, "Taking You Home"

Summary: {in this love I found strength I never knew I had...}

From the end of "Such Sweet Sorrow," of course. A short video, but I've always wanted to do this song.

Size: 26.6 MB (mp4) | stream at youtube (blocked in many countries)
Theme: Romano, Corday/Romano.

Music: Devendra Banhart, "The Body Breaks"

Summary: { whispers at first, but it ends with a shout...}

There's a lot to be said about the body and how it crops up in ER in general, obviously, but in particular with Romano: he only connected with Elizabeth over the surgical table, and then when he became a patient and his body started breaking and disintegrating, that's when they kind of got to be friends. And by then he was useless to the world and to himself, which was horribly sad, and part of why that character and pairing really got to me. I've never used such an untraditional song before, but in a way Devendra's weird trembly little voice seemed fitting for a Romano vid.

Size: 35.7 MB (avi) - click image to download | LQ (9.5 MB, rm)
Theme: Jeanie Boulet/Scott Anspaugh.

Music: Greenday, "Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)"

Summary: {...for what it's worth, it was worth all the while...}

Should be subtitled, "What I did while my laptop was broken." I had to put my other projects on hold and use my family's crappy computer for two weeks; the only episodes I had on hand were seasons 3 and 4; hence, a quick and mildly sappy video about one of the storylines that makes me shed a tear every time. There isn't much footage for these two, but it's a short song, and I tried to emphasize the fact that both Jeanie and Scott are survivors and that's what makes their relationship so special. (Fandom is a kinky place, so I'll just state what I hope is obvious: this is NOT a romantic video.)

Size: 18.3 MB - click image to download | LQ (9.4 MB)
Theme: Corday/Romano.

Music: Vonda Shepard, "Will You Marry Me?"

Summary: {...I guess you've sunk in...}

When I first thought of this video I wasn't sure it would work, since it's basically a song about a woman who's falling in love against her will with a man who tries to keep her on her toes a lot. But it actually worked really well because there's that little spark of attraction between them that fits such an upbeat, do-you-don't-you song. And of course Romano does keep Elizabeth on her toes!

Size: 17.7 MB - click image to download | LQ (9.1 MB)
Theme: Luka/Abby angst.

Music: Rufus Wainwright, "Hallelujah."

Summary: {...and every breath we drew was hallelujah...}

Your basic Hallelujah video: romantic, melodramatic and all kinds of angsty. Doesn't everyone vid this song at some point?

Size: 14.9 MB - click image to download
Theme: Romano memorial: Elizabeth POV.

Music: Evanescence, "My Immortal."

Summary: {...I've been alone all along...}

A real-life friend requested this video, so I gave in and joined the pantheon of vidders making videos to this disgustingly overplayed song. Elizabeth stands in front of Romano's memorial, thinking about him and about how much she lost when he died.

Thanks to Lee's ER for screencaps.

Size: 23.8 MB - click image to download | LQ (10.7 MB)
Theme: The "heroes" of ER.

Music: Bonnie Tyler, "Holding Out For a Hero."

Summary: {'s gonna take a superman to sweep me off my feet...}

Inspired by NBC's endless promos of "A Hero's Return" (or "A Hero's Long-Drawn-Out Death By Brain Tumor," or "A Hero's Eurocentric Yet Also Bleeding-Heart Liberal Christmas in the Congo," or whatever.)

Yet another song that everyone has done, but my take is somewhat more ironic than your usual video. I mean, what makes these three men "heroes"? Is it Carter's boyish klutziness? Is it Luka's brooding misogyny? Is it Mark's well-meaning geekiness? I made this video to explore all the ways in which they express their "heroism" -- or lack thereof.

Size: 15.8 MB - click image to download
Theme: Luka angst.

Music: Sarah McLachlan, "Angel (Dusted Remix)"

Summary: {...may you find some comfort here...}

It's angst, but it's funky angst. The Sarah McLachlan Remixed CD was just too good an opportunity to pass up. So this focuses on the violence of Luka's past and the way it keeps showing up again in his life. This is one of my favorite videos that I've done, and it was a blast to make.

Size: 30.2 MB - click image to download | LQ (13.1 MB)
Theme: Abby angst.

Music: Kristin Hoffman, "Roll on By."

Summary: {...and you say that it's time for a good cry...}

This video is about Abby's struggle in the past few years: with Luka, Carter, mom, brother, and of course herself. It isn't a shipper video, it's more about how she's stuck in all of these unhealthy patterns and doesn't know how to save herself. But in the end it turned into a character pimpage, because I'm starting to love Abby again.

Size: 21.8 MB - click image to download | LQ (7.6 MB)
Theme: Romano angst.

Music: Gary Jules, "Mad World."

Summary: {...going nowhere, going nowhere...}

A sad little video I made after "Freefall." The second chopper is a dream Romano has as he lies drugged up after his amputation. But is it a nightmare? He has nothing left to live for, after all.

Size: 22.1 MB - click image to download | LQ (7.7 MB)
Theme: Corday/Romano.

Music: Savage Garden, "I Want You"

Summary: {'ll never know what hit you...}

Romano/Corday, battle-of-the-sexes style. Going back to the roots of their on-screen relationship, it's all about the heated glares and the witty comebacks, the routine rivalry and the unexpected challenges.

Size: 21.4 MB - click image to download | LQ (9.62 MB)
Theme: Corday/Romano.

Music: Chantal Kreviazuk, "Feels Like Home."

Summary: {...I never thought I'd love anyone so much...}

An uber-romantic video that I made the summer after season 9, when we were sad for Romano losing his arm but hopeful that season 10 would include a hook-up. It's your typical shippy video, not much more to say really. :)

Size: 11.5 MB - click image to download
Theme: Corday/Romano.

Music: Tracy Chapman, "The Promise."

Summary: {...if you dream of me like I dream of you...}

This was my first video (and you can probably tell when you watch it). It's full of Cordano fuzziness, and the optimism that the "Foreign Affairs" bridge scene gave me. The song, of course, is the one that plays when Romano returns Elizabeth's wedding ring after she ran out on him in the lounge.

Size: 6.4 MB - click image to download

Theme: Felicity character study

Music: Dar Williams, "Farewell to the Old Me"

Summary: {...and I used to think that things were meant to be...}

Felicity grows up. And cuts her hair.

Size: 42 MB (avi) - click image to download | LQ (10 MB)

Friday Night Lights
Theme: Tim, Lyla, Jason.

Music: The Arcade Fire, "The Suburbs"

Summary: { my dreams we're still screaming and running through the yard...}

Tim, Lyla and Jason in seasons one and two: recovering from the bombs. The accident, the betrayal, the intrusion of tragedy into their placid suburban lives.

This may someday turn into an entire album of videos to Friday Night Lights. Here's hoping!

Size: 61.7 MB (mp4) - click image to download | stream at youtube

Gilmore Girls

Please Remember Theme: Luke/Lorelai

Music: LeAnn Rimes, "Please Remember"

Summary: {...i stood by you, you stood by me...}

The comedy of remarriage, via Luke and Lorelai and a song I loved when I was fourteen. Through series finale.

Size: (no download available) | stream at youtube
Theme: Luke/Lorelai

Music: Dana Glover, "It Is You (I Have Loved)"

Summary: {...this unexpected way, on this unexpected day...}

This video was completely inspired by the last half of season 4 and that beautiful, inevitable realization on Lorelai's part that it is Luke she has loved all along. As soon as I heard this song I realized how perfect it was for my favorite UST couple ("It is you I have loved all along"? Who else could this song be about?) and I've been dying to make the video for months. There are clips from all the seasons, but the video is about that last inevitable step and the magic and wonder of, not falling in love, but realizing you fell a long time ago.

Size: 27.5 MB - click image to download | LQ: 13.9 MB | stream at youtube
Theme: Dean/Rory

Music: Vonda Shepard and Robert Downey, Jr., "Chances Are."

Summary: {, you're the best I've ever met...}

All about Dean and Rory and how they keep breaking up, but they realize that their love was the first and the strongest, and they want to find their way back to each other. The video was made before the squicky adultery scene in "Raincoats and Recipes," which sort of turned me off Rory/Dean.

Thanks to Cathy at for letting me use her clips!

Size: 13.6 MB - click image to download

Gossip Girl

Theme: Blair Waldorf

Music: Aqua, "Barbie Girl"

Summary: {life in plastic: it's fantastic!}

Character study of Blair Waldorf, the men in her life, her parents, and her eating disorder.

Size: 48.2 MB, wmv - click image to download | LQ (8.3 MB, wmv)

The OC

Size: 15.0 MB - click image to download
Theme: Seth/Ryan. Slash.

Music: "Hanging By A Moment" by Lifehouse.

Summary: {...fallin' even more in love with you...}

Be warned: this is not a "best-friends" video, as the first male viewer hopefully wanted it to be. It's all about the slash. I held out in the Platonic, Dammit, Platonic! camp for a few months and even started a Seth/Anna video that never got finished, but I can't deny it any more: Seth and Ryan are so in lurve.

Odyssey 5
Theme: Kurt/Angela

Music: Arcade Fire, "Crown of Love"

Summary: {...your name is the only word that I can say...}

My first video with Adobe Premiere! I stayed pretty cautious with the effects and such for this one, but I did make use of some of the expanded capacities...

Size: 34.9 MB - click image to download | LQ (8.6 MB)
*Note: The file on the left can't be viewed by clicking on some computers. You will have to right-click and "Save Target As," or watch the smaller WMV version.

Veronica Mars
Theme: Logan (some Veronica)

Music: The Arcade Fire, "Neighborhood #1 (Tunnels)"

Summary: {...i hear you sing a golden hymn...}

This started as a vidbite for the LJ community (the month that the challenge was death or loss or something like that) and grew into a whole video about Logan in season 1: the loss of Lilly, of his parents, and possibly even his relationship with Veronica.

Size: 64.4 MB (avi) - click image to download | WMV ( MB)

Download the vidbite that started it all (5.2 MB, avi).


Theme: Good Will Hunting

Music: Lizz Wright, "Old Man"

Summary: {I'm a lot like you were}

Spoilers for the movie. A Will Hunting character study, with emphasis on his relationship with his two warring mentors, Lambeau and Sean.

size: 37.0 MB (wmv) - click image to download | LQ (9.0 MB, wmv)
Theme: 28 Days Later

Music: Matchbox 20, "Downfall."

Summary: {...only love can save us now...}

I really wanted to do a video to this song, even though I've seen several others, and when I watched 28 Days Later for about the eighth time I decided Jim and Selena were the pair. I don't do much action editing, and as it turned out the cinematography in the film, although it works for the movie, doesn't work for a vidder because so many shots only last five or six frames. So it was a learning process, as vid-making tends to be. :)

Size: 29.9 MB - click image to download | LQ (10.4 MB)
Theme: Brokedown Palace

Music: Echo and the Bunnymen, "All My Life."

Summary: {...oh, how the times have changed us...}

This just focuses on the two main characters, Alice and Darlene, and how their lives and even their friendship are turned upside down. There are some hints at the ending of the movie, so if you haven't seen it use your discretion.

Size: 24.3 MB - click image to download | LQ (8.5 MB)
Theme: 21 Grams

Music: Peter Gabriel, "I Grieve."

Summary: {...nothing yet has really sunk in...}

A slow, angsty video about this wonderfully sad and thought-provoking movie. Part of the joy of making this was Sean Penn, who really outdoes himself here; of course, there's a lot of Naomi Watts, Benicio del Toro, Charlotte Gainsbourg. Again, spoiler warning for people who don't want to know what happens at the end.

Size: 30.3 MB - click image to download | LQ (14.6 MB)